Im sorry

I shout,
i scream,
i yell,
i curse,
at the person standing in front of me.

When i look into his eyes,
i saw the ugliest of me.

I am sorry,
for being so mean,
so that to protect myself from being hurt-ed.

You are the one who once yelling and cursing,
your words are like a knife in your hand,
that stabbed into my heart so deeply.

The damaged is done,
some scars can be healed in time,
but some scars will never heal.

Forgive,
but not forget.

baby im sorry,
that i have hurt you too :(