My year2010

Its the last day of the year,
and yes im gonna miss the year,
as it marks everything that i've been through.
I dont care if its a good time or bad time,
but every single thing happened throughout year,
reminds me that i've grown a little older,
and one step closer to the reality world.
People keep walking in and out of my life,
some they stay and some were just touch and go,
and you realize no one is suppose to stay.
So always appreciate life,
as you'll never know what will happen next.


And after all,
its still a good year.

Goodbye, i miss u 2010.




There are too many regrets in life,
sometimes we just need to leave them behind,
and move on.



HAPPY NEW YEAR

A goodbye letter

Happy winter solstice

Happy birthday to you

what happened 5years back of today

it was the moment to be remembered in a life time

the chocolate

the kiss

the begin of the most beautiful journey that you ever gave

and 5years later

you kiss on my forehead

and gently wiped away my tears

it reminds me so much of the past

of the memories that i've been holding on so tight

but eventually i realize

i've been struggling in the past for too long

knowing that we can never be the same

so today

i buried all my feelings and memories

ended the 5years journey and move on

because there's always someone there waiting for me

thank you for everything
goodbye

p/s: as i said, what comes around goes around, karma bites, and it hits you back so hard right on your FACE! i had him once, and you, never.

生日快乐

祝我

生日快乐

闭上眼

许个愿

愿望就会成真

我，还是幸福的。

因为你

心，还会感动，

因为你还是会把我照顾得小心翼翼，

因为你就是不会生气我向你发脾气，

因为你会在睡觉时从背后把我抱紧，

因为你在漆黑的晚上会擦擦我的眼睛，害怕我在偷哭，

因为你说我是你永远的bebe，

因为你给的爱，不仅是四年，而是一辈子。

因为你，我幸福了。

The boring holiday

Everyone went to the beach...redang, phuket, and bali, except me, and i am really envy of them. I can't remember when was the last time i listen to the rhyme of the ocean waves, watch the sunset as the sun gone for the night, walking along the seaside with the barefoot while the wind gently blow on my face.

Aww...i seriously wish i can off from the town and go for the beach. I WANT A HOLIDAY TO THE BEACH! And so i'm off to bed now, atleast i dream on it.

where is my holiday?

:(

To tell

Tons of feelings that i always wanted to tell,

i wanted to tell you how i felt for you,

i wanted to tell you that i've missed you,

i wanted to tell you of the bad days i had,

i wanted to tell you every single little thing,


But whenever i'm with you,

i'm happy until i forgot what i'm supposed to tell,

cause i just want to fall asleep in your arms quietly.

And all i wanted to tell you now
is
i love you

The miserable life

I had the worst gastric in my life that made me feel sick for two days long. I feel really bad not because of the pain, but to made the dad and mum worried when they see me sick. They must be worried when the kids are away from home who doesn't know how to take care of themselves. It reminds me one year back after spending ten days in the hospital, i promised to be a healthy girl, your healthy daughter.

And not yet, the worst part is when i'm trying hard in hiding away all the truth form them, which i think this is to be the best to them, and the truth is, i am sick and tired of doing this. I'm so helpless that no one will ever know what i'm going through. Sometimes, i just feel like my soul is just as weak as my body.

How i really wish i got you, not only as a lover but my best friend too, to listen to me when i'm weak, because i wish i can always tell you everything of mine.

But i'm all alone